wow,

i didn't realise until today how much we've parted. the occasional fun moment is then met by a brick wall, where it all ends. one lesson is all i get of you and your craziness now. and i miss it too much! but this is partly my fault, for not accepting invitations out side of school, for not making the effort to text or talk. and it's such a shame, because we used to be - are - such close friends. and i miss you so much, so sorry if i've ignored you, or not made you feel like the loved person you are! and especially as you're most probably going to be gone when september comes, so i should get my act together and make an effort. and i will. i promise.