Friday, 18 December 2009

wet freezing white stuff #2

ok, i kinda half take it back!
snow is funnnnnn!

but it still gets you cold and wet and hurts when it is thrown at you ;)

and i love walking on powdery un-walked on snow :')
lovely jubley.

wet freezing white stuff.

eurgh, hate it. abso-bloody-lutely hate it.

what's to likeeeee?
it makes you cold and wet. and cold.

the only plus is it makes my garden look pretty!
BUT I WANTED TO GO INTO SCHOOL TODAY 8-)

it would've been our last year 11 christmas together :/
and we could've had our annual christmas rave to reach up to the stairs, the crappy hour long assembly which is surprisingly entertaining, the christmas fair that has no point but is actually quite enjoyable, and leaving early hugging everyone saying merry christmas.
love. it.

damn you snow, damn you.

Sunday, 13 December 2009

oh afsara,

YOU TICKLE MY FANCY :')

the hungry goose and the lonely camel.






lizzie lizzie lizzie, where i'd be without you.

i wouldn't have anyone to laugh with everyday, to take a walk with and see the christmas lights, to entertain ourselves in any moment of boredom and to have stupid pathetic fights with but always know that a grudge won't be held for more than 10 minutes.

you, like no other, are my best friend. i could have no one and still be complete. just because i could spend every moment and everyday with you and never be bored. thats not to say i dont love my friends so much, just that you are at the top of the list babes.

i love you more than anything. ever.


ti amo mi chica.

p.s. YOU WAN PWAN CWAKA?

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

i want never gets.



i seem to want too much.




oh dear, i post way too many of these.

my addictions:

harry potter
but then again, who isn't?
tapping my pen annoyingly
oh, the kicks it gives me :')
top gear
oh yes, pure genius!
writing blogs
explains its self really.
reading blogs
again, pretty self explanatory
crap reality tv
i hang my head in shame, but whats not to like about watching people suffer?
tea
all hail mr twinings!
christmas starbucks
match made in heaven!


Tuesday, 8 December 2009

we stick together like glue.

oh my lovelysss, how i love you. and how i'm going to miss spending every day with you!
you've treated me well, you have. entertained, comforted, made me laugh for the past 5 years. i appreciate it. i've got you to thank for what i am today :')
how cringy is this? but i gotta tell 'em somehow! i love you guys, "like a fat kid loves cake". and it is exactly like that! you can try and diet, bu somehow, you always need that fix of them! you sometimes get fed up off them, but they always find their way back to you.
and i love it.

i wouldn't change you lot for the world. not for anything.

there is that 3, that special 3, who are like my beanbag, always there to fall on ;) and don't take this offensivley at all! coz i mean it in the best way! i'd rather sit with you guys watching films with nachos than doing anything else in the world.
that one who i can never seem to get rid off, but i wouldnt want it any other way. entertaining me in the boringest (if thats a word?) of lessons, making me laugh, telling me all the gossip, just everything.
and then those ones where we used to go round each others house eveyr single bloody week. but it was amazing, sitting eating pizza with you guys was never boring. whenever we had nothing to do, it was round emmas, and it was always so comforting to know that we could do that every single week. and we havent done it for a while, i miss maggie making me cup of teas at emams house, and emmas mum ordering us indian, and getting the bus ALL the way, every single week, and maggie discovering the telescope, and making the wall, and just generally everyhting, it was always so much fun!
and then the rest of you rowdy lot :') i love everything about you, even the annoying little habits you may have, i actually bloody love you.

and when we "go our seperate ways" its you that i'm going to miss. not the teachers, not the building, not any one else, but you. you guys have made bishops what it is. yes, the building is crap, yes some of the teachers are assholes, but with you there has never been a dull moment.
thanks guys, i truly madly deeply love you.

it's funny, isn't it?

i love it when we all sit in the form room at lunch time, in our little group. makes me feel at home, with the people i admire and love. i don't want that to end, but i guess, where there is a starting line, there has to be a finish line.




it's funny, isn't it? how you can be in such a busy place, people surrounding you, and you still feel lonely. i think that i have a pretty amazing group of friends, but sometimes, just occasionaly, you see two of them laughing together, having a 'private' chat in the corner, and you just think, "where do i belong?".
i hate that feeling. hate it with a passion. of course, this is hardly ever, just someitmes, like yesturday for example, i sat there and i looked at 2 of my friends, who i used to be so so close with, and i sat there and thought "i miss them". and it's true, i still talk to them pretty much everyday, still smile at them in the corridor, but just somehow, we aren't as close any more.

my blogs seem pretty repetitive and depressing, i've figured. but that isn't really what i'm like? one day, i will do the happiest one everrr, just to show you that i can be happy, just its coincedence that whenever i write these, i have something on my mind.
shame, eh?

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

pointless shit.

why is it that i am the only one who seems to be writing new posts?! you lazy, lazy bunch ;)

but who cares if i seem keen, i enjoy writing these pointless, yet quite meaningful (to me) blogs. yea yea, i know i ramble on but mehhh, do i look like i give a shit?

i pressed that "next blog" button at the top of the page earlier, and found one by an american lady who had two kids and was writing about her 3 years in calofornia. and yes, i was sad enough to read it (;D) but it was atcually well enjoyable! to read about someone without knowing anyting about them. to find out how they live, what they do etc etc etc.
and yes, eventually that is what i would like mine to be. and as many of my friends know, I LOVE PICTURES. but yet, noone will take bloody pictures. ahahaha, how pointless is this? but maybe you'll bother to read this and figure it out, take some pictures with me?

if we are all going to be going our seperate ways, dont ytou want something to remember all our good times by? coz we have had some good'uns guys! and yes, i know we will see eachother, but STILL, please guys? (a)

THIS WAS SO BLOODY POINTLESS.

so enjoy these pictures :')



i want her glasses well loads!



wow. lov-ing the cameras. and yes, the "-" was there for effect ;)







mmm, winter winter winterrrr!