chemistry,

is a wonderful oppurtunity to write a blog.

"this is the cross road in your life, you'll look back and think, what if?" oh mr shu, i love you.
it's quite sad to think of all the pathetic little things that make me happy, like an episode of Glee or a nice msn conversation. yesturday i talked to someone about how Jack Bauer means Jack Farmer ;-) quite sad really. at the moment there is absolutely nothing big happening, which could be good but it's also pretty boring. i've still been having a nice time though, i just kinda want a bit of adventure and excitement to spice things up a little. i thought earlier, "what if lizzie wasn't my twin?" and "what if i don't bother to do this coursework?", but then i didn't like to think about it, because if lizzie wasn't my twin, i'd die inside, and if i didn't do this coursework, i'd fail. so basically i've come to a conclusion: to stop thinking and just let myself be carried along the sea that are supposedly called 'the best years of our lives'. yay.