i'd like to live away with the fairies.

yup, i'd like to live away with the fairies. or where the wild things are. or somewhere were your prince charming will come galloping over the hill.

yes, i like to dream.
dreams about harry potter and alex pettyfer. dreams about starry nights and sunsets.
my dreams don't tend to be something stupid and unrealistic. mine tend to be ones that always have a meaning behind them. this may sound so cliché, but what i have learnt over the last few months is to not give a shit what others think.

i'm not going to wear certain clothes because everyone else is. i'm not going to move schools just because my friends are. i'm not going to like someone just because my friends do.
i'm doing it for me. yes, me. and i don't care how selfish or arrogant you may take this to be. because it's my future and i'm going to shape that for what i want it to be. not anyone else.



why should i live up to anyones expectations but my own?

yes, you may mean something in my life, but this does not mean you can tell me what to do, or what i am doing is wrong. you have no right to say that i am following people, when, clearly i am not. whatever you say does not mean a thing to me, so why wasting your breath even trying. why bother?

this may sound like i am an angry bastard, but i'm not. really. i'm just trying to finally express what i couldn't today by saying i don't give a shit that this "may ruin someone else's chances". just because you "went and visited" does not mean you have any right above mine. that doesn't mean you want it more. that doesn't mean you deserve this more than me. so why make me feel like a twat in front of people when you are meant to be a friend.

friends support each other.